float on

You know those days when you don't know what you want?.. 

You think you know what you want(ed) but then you are thrown into a world of unknowing? 

Yeah.. that's what kind of day I am having.. 

So many paths opening up but I'm just sitting there like.. wait a minute.. what if I don't want any of them? What if I want to just go back and do things over again and again? Cause that's what I know and it's comfortable..  Keep living a certain time in my life..  

Here I am. Just floating. 

This pic is from fourth of july 2009 in California with my family... 

I actually like this picture of myself. I'm calling it my Goal pic.. I want to be that skins again

 (I had braces so that's why no teeth smile)