The boy I finally got rid of (for story telling purposes we will call him Creeper) as of late, sometimes creeps his way back into my mind every so often, very little though.
I have been better at really, truly letting those thoughts go and moving on.. but tonight, I had a question to ask him..Just a stupid, no meaning question.... I was just going to text and ask him.. But as I stood there holding my phone...thinking of how, if I gave him that little, tiny bit of attention..(even though I didn't really want to talk to him, just had a quick question) he would think I was hinting that I want to get back together with him or something insane like that. That is just how Creeper's mind works. So after thinking this through and thinking of how much "Creeper crap" I have already been through to get to this point.. I tossed my phone back in my purse and instantly felt like I did a really good thing for myself.
I've won this time Creeper!!!!!
I have won.
Creeper--No points...
Chelsea--1 Billion points and...
My Lovely life back
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YAY!!! I am so glad you were able to do that...You are so strong!!!!
I love that picture of you by the way...BEAUTIFUL!!!
wow!! that is a major accomplishment--and I love the way you wrote this post. i have my own creeper and after four plus years i often find him creeping into my mind--why oh why?! PS: what a fab picture of yourself--you're eyes look amazing!
glad to hear about this accomplishment! i hate creepers! props to you.
thank you for your sweet comment! and thank you for commenting, period. i love meeting new blog friends. so how do you know alli and sheldon?
oh, and by the way, love that picture of you in front of the windmill!
Yeah -- keep it going!! I am such a proud parent!! LOL!
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