Weird Day

Today I have been thinking a lot and a few things have come up that make me feel..well weird. I feel confused about my life.. in the sense that all of my plans I had made when I was younger are not turning out how I wanted them to.I think I have a plan sometimes.. and then BAM!! Plan FOILED!! And all my thoughts about how life would be when I was 21... not even close to what I thought. I guess it's all part of growing up and learning.. but geez.. does it have to be this rough?! What's the deal with that? I have been doing good things.. I listen to General Conference talks at work, I read my scriptures and pray all the time.. so it really must be just growing up. Well ya know what? I don't want to grow up!!! I want to stay young, innocent and carefree forever and not have a care in the world! I just need some time off, okay reality!?!


(P.S. last time I felt like this I took off to Payson for a day.. so if you're looking for me... pretty good chance I am there, making friends with the nice people of a small cafe there)